Although I haven't seen you on Christmas day previous years, I know tomorrow still wont feel right, it never will for any of us. I always looked forward to seeing you's all during Christmas because Christmas is a family time, and I always loved seeing you and nana especially. I regret not seeing you's enough and it hurts, but I know that you are always looking down on me now and the rest of the family and you will always be in my heart. Its the worst feeling in the world knowing I wont see you for a very long time but you're in heaven now with my other grandads, safe with no pain. I cant wait to see you again. Merry Christmas grandad, I love you so much xx